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Friday, October 16, 2015


A few days ago as we were lying in bed Nadri asked me if I wanted to watch a movie upstairs before going to sleep. I said no thanks because I was too tired.

Him: Why are you so tired?

Me: I just finished my work out.

Him: Is it really THAT tiring?

I felt so offended when he said that so I challenged him, “Why don’t YOU try it yourself?”

He looked at me to see if I was joking and said, “Sayang, please, I was a national athlete okay. I used to live in the gym.”

(He was a national bowler back in the day)

Me: Oh yeah? Well let’s see you do the 2 minute plank.

Alayna was already sleeping so we didn't want to switch on the lights. 
And please excuse the laundry #lifewithoutamaid

10 seconds on and he could still smile.

Then his knees started shaking.


He then attempted to do the side plank.

"Macam lagi senang je ni."


He rolled over and just laid there, panting.

Me: Sayang, you can’t be done already? There are 7 more workouts to do!

Him: Whatever. I was a national athlete. 

Friday, October 9, 2015

How I Lost Inches By Doing Simple 30 Minutes Work Out From Home

If you know me personally, you would know that I am obsessed about my weight. Especially since I got pregnant and saw myself balloon up to crazy proportions.

It took me 8 long months to lose all the baby weight.

But you see, slimming down is one thing, maintaining it is a whole different story.  Some people go back to their old habits after they have reached their target, and then they wonder why they are packing on the weight again.

And by some people, I mean me.

Sometime last year I weighed myself and I got the shock of my life when I saw the scale read 51. FIFTY FRIGGIN ONE!!! As I stared incredulously at the scale, I had flashbacks of all the late night nasi kandars, the Serai tiramisus, the half dozen cupcakes that I could finish in one sitting, the weekend Nasi Lemak Pak Ayob and the KFCs that I had in the last few months.

I only had myself to blame.

Since then I:


I am on a strict 1300-1400 calorie diet. I highly recommend downloading the ‘My Fitness Pal’ app.  You key in everything that you eat and they will calculate the calories for you. It helps to keep you on the right track.


I hardly take rice/pasta/bread. Those who have gone to weddings with me know that I only eat the lauk. If I must have rice then I would only take like 2 tablespoons just to satisfy my cravings for it.

So what do I eat then? A lot of proteins like chicken, meat and fish. As well as veges and fruits. And the occasional desserts. Making healthy food choices does not mean you have to starve yourself. You just gotta know which option is healthier. 

Say you’re eating at a restaurant, do you order pasta or roast chicken? Both will make you full but roast chicken has way less calories.

If you’re craving for fish, do you order fish & chips or grilled fish? Always choose grilled items because anything fried is bad and has more calories.

If you go to the mama stalls, do you order nasi goreng or capati? 

Just by making choices like that you could cut back hundreds of calories a day.


I used to take my meals or snack on junk foods while watching my favorite TV shows like Modern Family and Grey’s Anatomy (not a fan anymore since they killed of Derek Shepherd like wtf what’s the point of even watching anymore).  It’s the worst habit you can have cos you will absent-mindedly stuff your face and the next thing you know a bag of chips and 2 candy bars are safe in your tummy. That’s like 2000 calories right there, in 40 minutes.


The last time I had McDonalds was 4 months ago in Paris, and that was only because we were too tired from lugging our luggage around the airport and we just wanted to sit down and have a decent meal before we flew back home. Apart from that, I refuse to eat them. My house is junk food-free too.  

Here’s something for you to ponder on. Why do you think these foods are much cheaper  (McD's McValue meals are only RM6) as compared to clean and healthy foods? Because they’re overly processed and are mostly made of chemicals. For example, potato chips like Pringles have been processed beyond comprehension that they are not even real potatoes anymore. They’re basically cancer in a can.


Or green tea. They actually help boost you metabolism! Sugared drinks especially carbonated drinks and drinks like teh tarik have crazy amounts of calories. No more coke and ice for me L

These are pretty much what I did 4 years ago when I wanted to lose all the baby weight, only this time, I’m making it a permanent lifestyle change instead of a temporary thing. Within a month I lost 3 kgs and went back to 48kgs and have been able to maintain the weight until today.

Sometimes when I upload pics of the occasional fatty food/desserts that I’m having on Instagram, I would hashtag #cheatday #fuckcalories etc.

I bet some people are thinking that this skinny bitch must be fishing for compliments, probably expecting people to say “Babe, you’re already thin why are you dieting?”

But here’s the simple truth. I know my body. I know I have the fat genes. I know that my metabolism has slowed down A LOT. I know that I could easily gain weight easily especially with my hugeee appetite and when I do gain weight the first places that will show are my cheeks and hips (and they’re the last ones to slim down too ugh!!).

WISH I could be one of those girls who could eat anything and everything and still remain a size zero. But unfortunately I am not.

So I got no choice but to keep eating healthily. 

I do indulge once in a while, but most of the time this is what my plate looks like:

 Just lauk, no rice. 

But despite getting my weight back, most days I still felt fat, to a point where I sometimes wondered if maybe I was anorexic. Then about 3 months ago, my weight dropped to 47kgs. And yet, I had a muffin top, a bloated tummy and jiggly arms.

I thought, okay, this is insane!! Am I not thin enough? How much lighter do I have to be? For my 168cm height, 47 kgs means my BMI is 16.65 which is wayyy below the underweight BMI of 18.5

For reference, here's the BMI for the Victoria's Secret models:

Adriana Lima - 17.6
Candice Swanepoel - 17.7
Alessandra Ambrosio - 16.3
Doutzen Kroes - 17.9
Behati Prinsloo - 17.1
Miranda Kerr - 16.8
Rosie Huntington - 17.1

So how come my body is a far cry from them despite having a lower BMI?

After lots of Google-ing, I found out that I am SKINNY FAT.

Which means I am thin, but my body composition has more fat than lean mass (muscle).

Here’s the definition for body composition (from wiki):

“Body composition is used to describe the percentages of fat, bone, water and muscle in human bodies. Because muscular tissue takes up less space in our body than fat tissue, our body composition, as well as our weight, determines leanness. Two people of same sex and body weight may look completely different from each other because they have a different body composition.”

And here are some pics to illustrate this point:

 (Pictures courtesy of Google)

See? You can weigh the same but with a lower body fat percentage, you look leaner. In the 2nd picture that girl looks skinnier even though she is 3 kgs heavier than she was before. I was so relieved after I found out cos I knew I wasn’t crazy, it was not all in my head. I had legit reasons to feel fat.

The only way to gain more muscle mass is by doing strength training. Cardio helps you to lose weight while strength training helps you to tone up. Since I don’t want to lose any more weight, I don’t do cardios (taking care of Alayna is cardio enough for me). 

See those abs and bubble butt? They’re not going to magically appear no matter how thin you get. You gotta werk werk werk for them.

It has been 3 months now and I have to say that omfg IT WORKS you guys!!!!

My weight remains the same, I fluctuate between 47-48kgs but I am losing inches off my thighs, waist, hips and arms. And I finally have a flat stomach! I am so happy I could cry.

This is me wearing my UK 8 pants. They used to be slightly lose cos I wear UK 6 but now.. :O

Here’s a list of the workouts that I do. The best part is, they can be done at home. It’s perfect for people like me who does not have the time to go to the gym.

2 minute plank
1 minute side plank (each side)
30 push ups
30 sit ups
30 tricep dips (each side)
30 tricep kick backs (each side)
30 bicep curls (each side)
30 squats 
I do them twice, morning and night. Sometimes when I am too busy, I can only manage to do them once but I never miss a day, except for rest days. Usually I finish them in 30 minutes. If I have more time I would add some other workouts like mountain climbers, lunges or Russian twists. You can choose the type of workouts you want to do depending on the areas that you want to tone up.

The first time I did it, I could only do a 5 seconds plank and only 4 sit ups I swear. I was so damn unfit I felt like such a loser haha but I took my time and I did what I could. As I got stronger I gradually did more reps, added more types of workout and started using weights. I couldn’t be bothered to go to a fitness shop to get the dumbbells so I use this:

Tabung Haji's tabung that is filled to the brim with coins hahahaha. 

It’s quite heavy ok, about 3 kgs.

Alternatively you could use a bottle that is filled with sand.

From my experience, strength training requires determination and discipline. The first 3 weeks you will see NOTHING so it’s easy to conclude that it’s all bullshit and give up. Luckily I’m the type of person who will do whatever it takes once I have put my mind on something. So I persevered.

After about a month I could see only a slight change. By the second month my pants became loose and my love handles were almost gone. That’s when I knew for sure that it was working.

Now, 3 months along, I have started developing those vertical lines on my abs T_T (tears of joy and disbelief)

Needless to say, I am hooked. Everyday I look forward to working out. Me, the most pemalas person to exercise. I know I won’t get the perfect VS body (you have to let go of sugar almost completely for that and there’s no way in hell I’m going to give up desserts), but I am happy enough as it is.

I have a new found respect for VS models. They are actually crazy fit. Have you seen their workout videos on YouTube??? They make exercising look so effortless even after 30 minutes, like it’s a breeze, as if they’re just sipping cocktails by the beach. But by the time I'M done with my workouts, I look like I’m literally dying.  

Anyway, here's to a healthier lifestyle!