Oh my god what have I done.
What. Have. I. Done.
I should have known better, but curiosity got the better of me.
I just watched a video of the c-section procedure on Youtube, guys :(
The same procedure that I went through 13 months ago. I had no idea it is THAT gory and bloody and... God, I am at loss for words. I swear the moment the doctor made the first incision on the woman's belly, I clutched my own belly and cried until the end of the video.
I don't think I will sleep well tonight.
From now on if he's mad at me, I am just going to make him watch this video. For sure he won't be angry anymore.
P/S: If you're an expecting mom, I suggest you don't watch this. Especially if you're a big fat chicken like yours truly.